yerp that's right bitches. i am finally fuckin legal.
this was one nutzo weekend. friday- rocky. drunken fun with my best friends. more ....fun. saturday- rocky!! won an awesome poster. sleepy nights.
i dont even have to go on i spent my birthday in the company of the best mother fuckers on planet earth crissy- my big sis cliff- lil bro jenna-da baby anthony- my big bro sorta?!? lol and of course the love of my 18year long life Nikki.
Each day that goes by is another assurance that life is fucking worth it
i love all you guys. you are my world.
love always your adult leader, robbie mother fuckin sexx ie robert penetration
So i've been over Nikki's house for the majority of the week. I really couldn't be fucking happier that i'm here. i'm quite the domestic: she goes to work...comes home for lunch...i make her lunch. SHe comes home...i make dinner...Crissy wakes up I make breakfast. LoL. Today i made fucking pancakes, and they were fucking delish.
I've scored a job at Spencer's @ Woodbridge Center. I probably start monday. Which means 2weeks till cash in my pocket.
Rawr! I wish i could just roll over and go back to me and nikki's 4 hour nap. Yeah we're bums. SO what? lol
I called 3 temp agencies today. Supposed to get calls back today or tomorrow. Robbie Sexx needs some cashola otherwise he's going to be carless, foodless, clothesless, and feel even more like a bum. I NEED MONEY BITCHES. okay. next...
Chicken Patties....i got perdue chicken patties from a&p. I heat one up in the microwave...ready to have one of me elementry school loves devoured into my stomach...a chicken patty sammich! So i make a delicious buffalo sauce (frank's redhot & ranch dressing) and smother it on toast. MMMM. and then i put the patty on the bread, take a bite, and almost throw up. The chicken was like black and green. I was so upset lol.
And Love....
Love is so fuckin great. You hate it sometimes...usually when you dont have it. I know you all know my story. But now, I walk with my head a shit load higher, Listen to a lot less Taking Back Sunday, Dashboard, and Smashing Pumpkins albums that got me through the lonliness... and i've started to listen to uplifting happy tunes. It's great. I lay in bed at night wishing I was next to Nikki. I sleep and dream again...happy fucking dreams. When I do get to sleep next to her, i wake up and stare into the prettiest face i've ever seen and can't go back to sleep cause i dont ever want the night to end. And her friends, they're all fucking lovely. For example, Crissy is perhaps one of the most fun people I've met and although she's loud, she's so sweet and caring. First person I've cried in front of in a while lol.
BRB...phone...
fucking telemarketers...where was I??
oh yeah
anyway...and her brother although shy at first is opening up to me. he's alot of fun. and her mommy is a sweetheart although i haven't talked to her that much.
hopefully, my family doesnt fucking scare her away. she's got something about her that makes me think so far ahead, yet not want to leave the moment. She keeps me smiling so often. Finally, a girl whose outer beauty coincides with the true beauty of her heart. And god damn that girl can get a guy going lol.....
anyway if you are done gagging from my mushy gushy shit...thanks for reading.
That's right mother fuckers. I'm back on livejournal. It's about goddamn time too. It's been too friggin long.
I need a place to rant. and rave. and be mushy and gross and be hateful and mean. So here goes.
Want an update since I last had a blog?
I went to the marines. I got discharged for medical reasons. I came home. I went back to where I felt comfortable. I ran into an old customer from starbucks. Her name is Nikki. After a month of dating, we decided to be exclusive and official and all that good stuff. (even thought i knew i wanted her much sooner) I couldnt ask for a better girl than her. She sees who I am and that's pretty flipping sweet.
I honestly need a job though. So i can pay for all my shit. My plan is to move out by february, and if all is well, bring nikki along.